Characters

  • Me: Divorced
  • Him: Interested
  • Her: Uninterested

Act 1

 Over tequila shots in my triangle shaped house

Her: Zzzzzzz

Him: She made a list. People I can sleep with.

Me: That’s insane.

Me: Am I on it?


Waving a lit wand of incense for her altar

Her: How’re the kids?

Me: How’s your marriage?

Her: Fine.

Me: Really?

Her: Fine.  Like the clear blue sky.

Act 2

Under a clear blue sky on a blanket, mostly undressed

Him: I’m not going to leave her, you know.

Me: Duly noted.


Stretched out on the hand-woven kilim in my office

Him: I can’t stop thinking about you.


While their kids play in the sand box in my back yard

Him: I don’t care; I would rather die than be without you.


Panting in a hammock in the moonlight

Me: We have to stop.

Him: I love you.


Screaming on my front porch

Her: Fucking cunt! Thieving whore!


Cowering inside my deadbolted front door

Me: silence


Text bubble

Me: R u ok?

Him: silence


Act 3

Clutching my phone in the dark

Me: I hope that you

If you need space then

Please know that I


Near the broccoli rabe at Whole Foods

Her: silence

Me: I’m sorry.

Her: silence


Facebook post of a pristine Thai waterfall

Him: “Ringing in the New Year with my beautiful family.”


Lying face down on the scratchy kilim in my office

Me: sob


At a stop sign, months later

Me: How’s your marriage?

Him: Fine.

Me:  I still love you


Epilogue

Eight years later

Checking email late one night in bed, engagement ring sparkling

Him: Can we meet?

Me: ?!#$*)!

What a surpri

Are you still

How dare


Eight minutes later, fingers hovered over keyboard

Me:


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Suzanne LaFetra Collier’s writing has appeared in Creative Nonfiction, The Sun, The San Francisco Chronicle, Smokelong Quarterly, and over a dozen anthologies. She co-directed and produced the award-winning documentary film, FREE: The Power of Performance, which recently aired on PBS. She lives with her family in Berkeley, California, and is at work on a novel set in a Tijuana prison.


Photo by Elizabeth Fackler